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Hiii peeps^^ Should I put a tittle for this entry? Hmm, I think no. After heartbroken and heartbroken. It seems that heartbroken and me are so close until we can't apart from each other. Maybe I shouldn't have a crush on someone. Why? Because, it will make me feel so sad and I don't know. Sad because I'm scared that my crush won't feel the same way that I feel towards him. That's the biggest scared. I'm not too matured. But experiences had teach me a lot. Some people said that 'maturity is not important. It's all about experiences' Like seriously, experiences really make us learn from something. A few people said that experiences teach them to never trust people easily. But for me, experiences teach us to never give up on something but keep on moving in life. If we stop for something that is ridiculous and cannot be accepted... you just burn your future. Maybe you did not realise it. But for me, every people will give a different way towards you. Not all people will hurts you. It just you who don't want to take the risk and try again. Maybe you will fall. And there will someone who catch you from the back or pull you up. But in your mind, you think that people are just the same. Cannot trust people easily, cannot put all your hopes for someone and many more. You may have a heartbroken before. But you can't just stop to fall in love again. It just that you have stop your feeling to being loved by someone. You know what? It's cruel. You can;t do that to your heart. If you keep on forcing yourself to stop loving on someone, you just make your heart become worse. Why? Because you try so hard on yourself to never fall in love again. 'it's too young for you to get involved in love. you don't know how it feel.' Maybe i'm young in love. But for your information..... Experiences had teach me so many things that i can't list them one by one. If you think that only you who had a terrible heartbroken, you are wrong! There are so many people out there who had a heartbroken. Even worse than you. But they did not let their heart to stop on loving for someone. They still let themselves to be loved and be treat like others who has their partner in life. So, i just want you to know that...... Doesn't matter that you have a big big big heartbroken, you must keep on trying because one day, you will find someone who really care and treat you like they don't want you to be apart from them and you always have by their side. I'm not putting all the faults on you. Maybe you had a hard life before in love. That's all I want to share. Byye