Well spent day with le family :*

Hiiii and wassup ^^v Okay, today is wednesday. 29 January 2014. Time? Almost at 10 o'clock at night. This evening, I went to the Taman Gelora with abah and my second brother. We went there because abah wants to jog at there. So, I just accompany abah. Heee :D In the evening, nothing much to share. But when at night............... Everything becomes sooooooo ENJOYABLE! Well, Almost half of the day i spend my time with my beloved family which I really love :3 My brothers already planned to do the bbq last two days ago. Finally, we made it tonight! It was so fun :D It;s like family gathering where everyone in the house sitting together at the outside of the house while some of us prepare the stuff then the other chatting with other members of the family and talked about what happened today tomorrow and so on. It was so fun. Okay, I just said that word. Hhahahaahaha :p I can said that, we are-not-so-meet like having a meeting or whatever that requires us to sit in a group chatting and doing anything. But when we have the chances, we grab the chance and make it becomes the erfect day or probably a perfect day for us which we will can always remember the sweet moments when we together. I don;t know what I'm really thinking right now. It's just too many until I can't even said it. I guess. Family and someone that I care-love-need hmmm. I don't know. If I can read your mind and know what do you feel towards me or what you really hope from me? But the answer is no. No one in this world could invent something like that. I wish I can invent something like that. Ahhhhh my english already becomes like the kindergarten kids where there just translate the malay to english. That is my english right now. It's all broken. Maybe I should relax and forget everything that can hurts my feeling hmmm. I need to stop care for someone that is not care for me even for a minute/second/hour or whatever that suits with it. I'm just tired. Tired of drama. Tired of being lied over the same thing and tired of everything!!!!!! Can I feel some happiness? Just a little bit. Hmm, what can I do. I need to be brave to face the coming obstacles where there is no one will be by my side and I need to settle it by myself. Maybe I can't but I try to make that can't into can! Yes, never ever give up in life. This entry should be happy but then I don;t know it could be so sad like this T__T' im so sorry. Byeee